June 2, 2020

Exeter, Devon, England

I don’t know exactly what it is that makes me attracted to some men and not to others. I admire good looks, of course, but good looks alone won’t do it for me. What I do know for sure is that certain things turn me off completely: stupidity, cruelty, insensitivity, prejudicial hatred, and over-inflated egos. Once I have seen evidence of any of these faults in a man, he has no chance with me whatever.

At age 16, I was much less discerning. I’d go down with with any man that would agree to use a condom. I must have fucked at least fifty or sixty guys that year. I cared about nothing more than acquiringing experience (and my own sexual gratification, of course). Now, however, with my curiosity (and my appetite) well satisfied, I can afford to be picky, and I am.